Blogging in school now. Class was cancelled so am juz chilling out in the canteen with my homies.

Wireless connection in school is so weak. But its cool that i finally got it fixed. Jammed with WS yesterday at Alvron and we really got it going man! He wrote a new song and i managed to get drum rhythms for it. Wow.. My life is so "musical" right now. It's like, every week, there are gigs by my friends (who have their own bands) and we spend almost every hour in school jamming in the practice rooms.

Gonna have Gamelan later. Cant wait!!

Boo!
ARRR!! When will i ever ever learn to use this Mac ibook?!! It's juz so diff from the usual Windows XP.. Man.. I juz erased the whole chunk of my entries accidentally.. Juz how to u copy and paste texts using this man?? UrgHh..

Anyway.. Skool's great now.. i gez the first few weeks were a case of i-dont-wanna-be-alone syndrome.. My frenz are a bunch of crazee animals.. Theyd never be able to shut their mouth up for a minute - and thats great! =D The whole gang's at baybeats now.. Couldnt go coz i left church after 6pm..

Waiting for my dinner now.. Freaking hungry.. Your mood's never right when youre hungry.. hAha.. Not much to blog nowadays.. Kinda lazy to type..

Ok now i juz realised that i cant change the font when i blog.. Shibby.. Gotta make do with this for now.. tata!
Hmm.. Maybe it's juz me that i cant seem to click with peeps.. Maybe its juz me that i feel invisible and left out.. I mean, my friends are great.. But maybe too good for me..

After Choir today, left without saying a word of goodbye to my frenz.. Yeah, its rude and all but.. My presence wasnt felt there.. I juz thought i shud leave before i felt worse.. Am so shibby tired..

Everybody's life is so happening, except mine.. People are flocking to my best friends, wanting to be their friend.. Peeps in Lasalle are seen in big groups, all laughing away.. And i am here, no close guy or girl friend, saying and doing all the wrong things.. Why did i even have to "boast" to this guy.. Damn i didnt even mean it.. All i wanted was to joke around and make a new friend.. Great Eva.. You screwed it big.. Now he thinks youre a bitch.. Wonderful..

I wonder if my friends from Lasalle even knows or remembers my birthday.. Would they even surprise me on that day? Would they celebrate it with me, or even wish me a happy birthday? We'll see.. 22 days later..

Anyway.. Choir was great.. I was placed in soprano.. Dang.. But the peeps really did know how to sing coz the choir sounded great.. =D Cant wait for skool tml.. Maybe ill go alone.. Ciao!
My birthday's in another 27 days and my dad might be getting me an ibook G4.. Might.. He said he wanted to get me something to encourage and motivate me while studying in Lasalle.. Since Apple computers are specially made for music peeps, he thought it might be useful for his songwriting daughter.. =P

At first i didnt really know whether to be excited or upset that i wud be getting the ibook G4 instead of the Nokia 3230.. But after weighing the pros and cons, im totally EXCITED!! hEhe.. Hope Mac's easy to use.. Am so used to Windows that Mac seems so foreign to me..

Oooh i so love dancing now! I finally got the feel of it after so many years.. Dance practice was great, even though i couldnt really remember the steps to the warm ups.. It's like when i look into the mirror, i finally dance like a dancer and not some stiffed stick person.. Praise God for that!!

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Man i swear that i'd get that crazy and chirpy side of me back again.. Cannot afford to be anti social at this point of time when school's not even at its climax.. I will be happy and will not let any frigging shy/quiet/noisy/hot-tempered/whatever chauvinist bastard ruin my day.. Hell yeah to that.. There!

Bubbye..!
I seemed so far away today with my group of friends.. Sometimes im juz not in the mood, but i do try to mingle and speak up.. Where's the energetic and crazy side of me? Somehow it's disappeared somewhere and im struggling to get it back.. Urgh..

Someone's happening today.. hEhee.. Finally got to talk to a few new friends ive made.. Cant believe there's only two females in keyboard class - Michelle and myself.. Wow.. Gez i gotta get used to being around guys.. Shouldnt be a problem since i used to be a tomboy once upon a time.. Haha..

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Shibz.. I cant be bothered with you anymore.. Do what you wanna do coz what i used to feel got stolen by you.. And what did you do to it? Correct - You crushed it into small tiny powdered smithereens and flushed it all down the toilet bowl..

Now.. It's hard to move on.. Hard to speak up to the opposite gender.. Hard to even say "Hi".. And when i feel the butterflies in my tummy fluttering around for some adventure, i get the heebie jeebies and im scared.. Stoned..

Thank you..

Thank you for giving me all this shit..

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Ate at Subway for lunch with the guys today.. Well actually, it was a take away.. It was the first time i ever tasted the sandwiches, not including the cookies(Which FYI, are really sweet.. Scary..) and i must say, they taste pretty good.. Would recommend all the richie rich ass kids to lunch there at a regulary basis.. heh.. OoOoo..

Alrite.. Gotta lift some weights then take a nap.. Man im such a bummer.. Boo!
Totally didnt know a single shit today during aural streaming test.. Am so ready to be put in beginner's class.. I still cannot get used to Laselle's education system.. I mean, moving around from class to class suits me fine, but cant they at least give us proper classes with tables and chairs..? Cant do with sitting on the floor all the time.. Kills my limbs.. No lecture theatres around i guess?

Cant decide what to wear to school nowadays.. Everyone's so hip and happening and most peeps dress to fit in(i think).. The guys are getting lotsa attention and im wondering when will it be my turn.. Ok thats it.. I think im ugly.. =P

Sobbies..

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Not feeling anything now.. Wont feel a tingle no matter what you do for me.. Will never be able to forget the lies and the pain you brought upon me.. UrgHh! Useless..!

School ends early tml - very early...
Whoa! School was swell! The introduction and briefing part was boring but the people are great! Met 3 new friends, Adil, Bryan and Joshua - Real rawkers man.. All of them play instruments and we're good enough to form a band.. haha..

Missed the presentation coz we arrived late.. Made such a pathetic entrance.. The steps in the auditorium made stupid noises while we walked on it, making our way to our seats.. Imagine how embarassing it is while other year ones stare at you while doing that.. man.. As if not quite humiliating enough, the seats we sat on were bloody screwed - They toppled over while we sat on them, making a loud crashing sound.. Damn..

Couldnt really get what the lecturers were saying during orientation.. The room we were in wasnt all enclosed so it was hard to hear them.. Asher, the three rawkers and i were laughing at the back quite a few times..

I gez there are very limited peeps in music tech, compared to the other courses.. Havent met a girl in music tech too, so i gez im the only girl in music tech.. Is that cool? Hmm.. School hours are pretty slack.. About 7.5 hrs a week NOT including other activities like, ensemble, outdoor concerts, etc.. My foundation modules are quite cool.. Check them out:


-Music Theory
-Intro to Technical Theatre
-Recording
-Lunchtime Concerts (Attendance compulsory)
-Art, Culture and Society
-Music and Computers
-Keyboard Skills (Everyone has to learn keyboards.. man..)
-Academic and Research Writing
-Gamelan (This module is has nothing to do with counter strike or whatever computer games..)


I cant wait for Monday to come..! =D

Blogging in school now. Class was cancelled so am juz chilling out in the canteen with my homies.

Wireless connection in school is so weak. But its cool that i finally got it fixed. Jammed with WS yesterday at Alvron and we really got it going man! He wrote a new song and i managed to get drum rhythms for it. Wow.. My life is so "musical" right now. It's like, every week, there are gigs by my friends (who have their own bands) and we spend almost every hour in school jamming in the practice rooms.

Gonna have Gamelan later. Cant wait!!

Boo!